Karma

Last night I dreamed that terry and my ex- Brian were sleeping together. Lest you think that this dream was anywhere near realistic, I also dreamed that Brian lived next door to us and was a painter who painted huge, wall-sized, very mid-90's-looking paintings of suns and moons. I found out that he and terry were sleeping together because paintings of brian's kept showing up in the apartment.

when I found out, I was furious. like, screaming/punching the wall mad. I just felt so betrayed, two of my ex's getting together. I woke up and was so relieved to find that it was a dream.

then I remembered, I did the same thing to ed. no wonder he doesn't talk to me anymore.